Hello. Just wanted to give a little update on how things are going. Thank you to all my friends for their kind words of encouragement from my last journal. You have no idea how much it helped. Truly. I love you all!

Unfortunatly I'm still in a big funk, though circumstances have changed slightly. I'm going in and out of depression on a daily basis and only am getting dangerous thoughts once in a while. So I understand why some people don't want to be around me right now.
*shrugs* Whatever, ya know. I can deal with being alone for another month.

I'm doing better in my art class now that I've started kissing her ass. Seriously.. I went from getting 15's to getting 30's. It's that big of a difference. Now that I'm passing you'd think I'd be a bit happier, but now I'm just getting made fun of by some punks in my class. You have to understand that getting the grade means more than artistic freedom at this point in my college career. Dignity for me, of course, is kinda shot. Feels like high school all over again...

On another note, Ikkicon is fast approaching and it looks like I'm gonna just cut my 30 dollar loss. I really don't have the money for a hotel room. Unless Santa decides to come early this year, it's not looking likely. A major big sorry to everyone that I made plans with. Maybe Matsuri I'll have better luck.

Commissions are open right now. I can paint shirts, shoes and possibly pants if I can get it right. Have something you want your character or an animal painted on? Just shoot me a note and we can work something out ^__^

Well, I'm out for now. Hit me up to chat if ya want I can always use someone to talk to other than my bedroom walls.

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Did did did you see the frightened ones?
Did did did you hear the fallen ones?
The flames are all long gone
But the pain lingers on....